I was doing pretty good yesterday and this morning, but this afternoon sucks. I'm tired. I'm depressed. I'm still bleeding. That's the worst part, I think, the constant reminder every time I go to the bathroom.
You know who's awesome? Seriously awesome? My husband is awesome. I am feeling down and tired and out of sorts so what is he doing? He's coming home early just to be with me. Because he's awesome and it's always worse when he's not here. He makes me feel safe.
I started writing again yesterday, though, and that felt good. I dug out the tiny bit of the NaNoWriMo project I started a couple of years ago. I can't find all of it, but the excerpt I posted here was a good seed for something. I didn't get a lot added to it, but it was fun to just be writing and I think I can go in an entertaining direction with the story. It will, if nothing else, get my mother off my back. She's been nagging me to write more and, as you can probably tell by the frequency with which I update this thing, I just haven't been up to it much in the last year or more.
You know who's awesome? Seriously awesome? My husband is awesome. I am feeling down and tired and out of sorts so what is he doing? He's coming home early just to be with me. Because he's awesome and it's always worse when he's not here. He makes me feel safe.
I started writing again yesterday, though, and that felt good. I dug out the tiny bit of the NaNoWriMo project I started a couple of years ago. I can't find all of it, but the excerpt I posted here was a good seed for something. I didn't get a lot added to it, but it was fun to just be writing and I think I can go in an entertaining direction with the story. It will, if nothing else, get my mother off my back. She's been nagging me to write more and, as you can probably tell by the frequency with which I update this thing, I just haven't been up to it much in the last year or more.

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I must say, I do agree that Mr. G is the bestest BIL in the whole wide world. I think I may have to adopt him, in fact! Love that guy. He is the greatest partner you could have ever found, and my only wish is that I could be there with you, too. See you next week, though!
i am so sorry that you are going thru this and i truly wish that i could give you more than virtual hugs.. and my attempt at making you feel better by expressing. my mom, and dad and all of my friends told me to send you their best wishes. but for as much as i want to wave the fairy wand for you.. all i have are my words .. and virtual hugs.. and maybe a few precious lolcats
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I just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about you. I'm so glad you've got such an awesome husband to come home and hang out with you.
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